Mountah Ash's Musings

The musings of a chronically ill girl named after a tree.

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Tuesday, February 25, 2014

I Am

I am Broken and Afraid
I wonder if I can make it through another day
I hear my illness mocking
I see things in a different light
I want to live a normal life
I am Broken and Afraid

I pretend that everything is okay
I feel like I am held together by tape
I touch the jagged edges of myself, wincing at the pain
I worry that I will never be well
I cry almost daily from the pain
I am Broken and Afraid

I understand that I cannot give up
I say God will get help me through
I dream of being well; while being destroyed from the inside
I try to live a normal life
I hope I will have that one day but for now
I am just Broken and Afraid

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